eeeek!!
I am super excited as I love the holidays. But once again it is bittersweet. Fraser has 2 days left at Primary School.
Only 2 days.
I remember so vividly 7 years ago, feeling so emotional about him only having a few days left at nursery before starting at the big school. He was so tiny, so funny and so utterly ready to move on. I was not ready. I missed him so much when he went to school for his full days, 9am - 3pm is such a long day! I must find some pictures of tiny Fraser to show off on here. I will have to scan them or something as he is so old , digital cameras were super rare ;-) and all I have are real true photos of my firstborn.
As if it isn't hard enough to have one child making a momentous move, Kirsten is also moving on up. Thankfully she isn't starting school this year. I am so grateful that I don't have to deal with that as well! I would be a mess!! But she is leaving Playgroup. A place she has loved and thrived in for almost 2 years. I was wreck in those first few days , but K was ready.
wow she looks like such a baby!
Just as she is more than ready again to be moving on. She is bright and confident and happy and I am sure she will thrive and love Nursery and all of the new friends that she will meet there.
I am not ready. It is like a mantra! Why am I always lagging behind? I love the ages they are at.We have so much fun together , I don't wish they were babies again, I just feel like I am not ready to let go of who they are right now.
But this is life. This is what being a parent is all about I guess, trying to worry enough for everyone so that the really important souls can hop and skip their way into their new lives without even looking back.
But whether I am ready or not, we are running headlong into summer and all that lies beyond it.